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| ok so no one reads this or cares anymore...
myspace time?
...yup i thought so
i'm just gonna start leavin blogs on there cuz its more fun, and addicting and i'm sick of xanga.
the end.
http://www.myspace.com/lovelyloo <<<< DOO IT!!!
Goodbye Xanga!!...its been fun
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| so im still in NY, but i must admit im ready to come home.
but hanging out with the cousins has been loads and loads of fun! lol.
lets see all we've done the last couple of days is sit around and watch movies,
we did go shopping, where i got a real cute jacket, then we went to go see dick and jane (i wouldnt recomend it..its not worth $8)
uhh lets see.. oh i also saw some of my other pals up here that my cousins know from school. that was fun, we played video games and listened to dane cook  it was great.
but last night was great. we took over the basement (where my dad was sleeping...he slept in my cousins room) because we wanted to watch movies and stuff. well we watched like HBO TBS and ESPN like all at the same time for like 2 hours then watched multiple reruns of 'next.' 
in the process we got really cold so we decided to build a fire in the lil woodstove/furnace thing they have...then about 30 min later my cousin scott got the wonderful idea of takeing a skillet, putting it on the metal part of the furnace and cooking bacon!!!  omg it was great. it actually worked thou. quite tasty. sadly our frozen orange juice didnt finish thawing before my aunt came down and got mad cuz it was 430 in the morning and the house smelled like bacon. haha.  great times.
ok thats my lil story of the day. enjoy.
its almost new years!!! kinda wish i was home for that but i dont leave till the first. 
ok..lil 2005 survey time...
Look back... 40 questions about 2005.
1) Was 2005 a good year for you? uh, it wasnt the best, lets just say that
2) What was your favorite moment of the year? oh gosh.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? the time when i tried to make things right, and even my two best friends along with everyone rejected me at a place that should never happen. i'll never forget.
4) Where were you when 2005 began? NY
5) Who were you with? family
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? NY
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? partying with the cousins and friends
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? nope
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? yah
10) Did you fall in love in 2005? nope
11) If so who? noone
12) If yes, do they know? well considering i didnt love anyone...
14) You regret it? ..the fact that i didnt love anyone? no.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? nope
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? yeaah
17) Who are your favorite friends? ash,holli, molly, and others
18) What was your favorite month of 2005? june
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? no
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? uhh.. 4?
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? not like death wise...but yeah i lost a few friendships i really charished
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? most def
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? chicken little
24) What was your favorite song from 2005? uhh "i so hate consequences" by relient K and "i'm not ok" by my chemical romance are some good ones...but there were alot of ones i liked
25) What was your favorite record from 2005? fall out boy!
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? 6ish (all at the myerson of course)
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? def. shostakovich symphony #4 
28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? uhh..no
29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? bleh, no way
30) How many people did you kiss in 2005? lol 0. ugh, how pathetic.
31) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? well i didnt even kiss any one...so that would be 0!
32) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? yeah...questioning myself and my faith
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? cant think of one.
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? i'm sure that I did, sorry.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? yuup.
36) How much money did you spend in 2005? alot. who knows, what can i say i like to shop
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? finding out i had made drum major.
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? uhh...i dunno, i never have good answers for these
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? i dont believe in dwelling on the past.
40) What are your plans for 2006? be me, have fun being me, have fun with friends, and not get so caught up in stupid stuff. and be happy!!!
ah, well that was refreshing?
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***EDIT***
recent conversation....
me: i'm hungry
Ainsley: me too
Me: i could really go for some chick-fil-a right now
Ainsley:whats that?
Me: YALL DONT HAVE CHICK-FIL-A?????
Ainsley: no, what is it
Me: *explains what the best place ever is*
^^^how sad...life with no chick-fil-a. 
lol
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| soo wonderful whit tagged me...oh boy
7 things that make me smile:
1. you
2. music music, and more music
3. friends
4. my dad
5. shopping
6. laughing and having great times
7. funny movies
7 random facts about me:
1. when i'm nervous i pick off my mascara. its bad for your eyelashes but uhh...
2. i'm not as stupid as my grades say i am...i'm just lazy
3. no one truly knows me. i've gotten to where i can keep in my true feelings and i'm scared to trust people
4. i hate the word 'aura' its sounds gross...but its the last four letters of my name lol
5. i dont think before i talk or act
6. i plan to become a music teacher when i get older
7. my dad is blind
7 things i hope to do before i die:
1. sky dive
2. get married
3. have kids
4. have a band/choir to perform at TMEA or w/e states im in convention
5. play lacrosse in college
6. fall in love
7. be appreceated
7 things i can do:
1. play horn
2. sing
3. make people laugh..at times
4. keep a secret
5. put my hands clasped in front of me and go over my head all the way to my back with them still clasped..i dont think that makes sense but yall probably kno what im talkin about. (i have double jointed shoulders)
6. play lacrosse
7. spend money
7 people i tag:
(im gonna try to tag people that havent been..already, it kinda limits me but ill do my best...)
1. Ashley A.
2. jenni
3. Elise
4. tolbert
5. laura H.
6. you
7. i have no idea.
ok sooo time to go shopping and to a bball practice w/ the family!
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| ok so this could possibly be a long entry but w/e.\
soo im FINALLY at my cousin's house after spending my last week with my dad, grandmother, and uncle. it got kinda boring
but in the process of that i saw **BEAUTY AND THE BEAST on BROADWAY** omg i seriously almost peed in my pants it was soooo amazing. haha and i also had fun buying all the cute lil belle stuff they were selling.
other than that the snow has been great. and yah ok so i'm kinda tired its 1:04 up here!!! already christmas!!! but me and my cousins are having fun lil life chats lol.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE!!! i looove you!!!! i hope santa is nice to everyone!!!!
In the beginning of 2005:
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
How old were you? 15
What was your outlook on the world? a lil rough around the edges but pretty good for the most part
How were you doing at school/your job? lazy as always, so not as well as i could...whats new
What did you most look forward to? summer
Did you make New Year's Resolutions? nope
What was your biggest worry? who knows
Who was your best friend? whit, jen, and elise
What did you do with your spare time? hang out
What did you do for fun? shop, friend time
In the summer of 2005:
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
Had your outlook on the world changed? i dont think so...
What did you spend your summer doing? hanging out with friends, and one of the best summers with the church, wow how things change...
Did you get tan? duh...i'm half mexican and love it
Who'd you hang out with, mainly? jen...church
Where did you go? flordia and church camp
What was your biggest worry? being a good drum major...more of a challenge
What was the most fun event that happened? all the inside jokes and hours of laughing w/ the BFFs
And as the year drawns to an end:
And how's your relationship status now? single....stilll
How old are you? 16
What major changes have happened since the year began? no more church, some friendships
Is your life any different from when it started this year? yup
What thing that happened stands out in your mind? BAD:parents and silly dramaGOOD: friends
How have you changed? i dunno, a slight different outlook onlife.
What was the most embarrassing moment? choir retreat...uhh yah
When was your lowest point? the end of summer when everybad thing possible hit at once
Are you happy with how the year went? eh,it had its ups and downs. but it wasnt one of the best
What thing would you change if you could? no idea
For 2006:
What do you plan to not do that you did this year? get so caught up in things
Do you think it'll be better than this year? i think/hope so
Do you think it'll be WORSE than this year? nah, it can only get better from here
What do you plan to do next year? have fun!! live in the moment
What are your pre-New Year's resolutions? uhh...
Who are you spending New Year's Eve with? the cousins, and their friends...sadly i dont get to finish up the "PARTY TIME 05" with my good ol' texans but i think i may have some ok times...
And to wrap it up:
What one thing would you like to say as the year is almost done?
i love you all. and i'm sorry for whom ever i've hurt. people change, friendships change, its life. but it doesnt mean i dont love you. its been a good year, and for us 07 kids..only a year and a half left. were slowly gettin there!!! and for the seniors. you're time has come, i love you all.
its time for 06 guys!! live in the moments and just have a good time...lets live it all up!!!!
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